Rest In Love!

Only god knows why it created me…
I mean, for the purpose I am here!
Red carpet, glamour, life…
I dream all the nights of such a kind!
I am weak,
At present…
Kinda scared…
About the future!
Hope to see myself at a skyscraper!
Hope to see myself in love,
With someone,
Who doesn’t,
Want Sunburn,
I am in Raymond’s,
Want to have ramen,
Standing at the Gate 1,
Waiting for the only one!

Running to earn,
Working to burn,
Saving today,
For today…
Rising high,
Gaining high!
Planning tomorrow,
Dreaming tomorrow.
Trying to make real,
Now, fleeing to get it…
“The Bestseller”, the headlines!
It maybe not you, chuck it, don’t mind!

But, all this time,
Love made me!
All this time,
Love changed me!
All this time,
Love loved me!
All this time,
For me,
This emotion was dove!
Just when I leave…
Greet me with red roses and say, ‘rest-in-love’!

Years Later!

An hour ago, I got up…
Formals on, hung the baggage!
Down the street, heading to the subway,
I caught the train!
And I didn’t realised, it rained!
I sat at the window side,
Heading towards Wall Street…
For all day long,
Where is nothing right and nothing wrong!
9 to 5, chasing my dreams at the job!
Life felt still tough, but still,
It felt like a soothing song!
Dollars in my pocket,
PlayStation plugged in the socket!
Pizza on my sofa,
And I am on the floor!
It smell weed,
As I closed the door!
Presentations to present,
Not with anyone, in recent…
Partying on Saturdays,
Tripping all week…
Achieving every moment…
Sleeping just for few hours!
Quite a 90 kilos, I am, now!
My beard is still young, but white now!
Long, dense hair, I wanted…
But with less, I settled!
It was quite hard to look 20, now!
I was 35, now…
I don’t know, when and how…?

But why it’s so hot?
I am in New York, right?
I’m sweating?
I rubbed my eyes…
I yawned!
I was in dark,
Realised, the fan not working…!
Woke up…
At night!
Phone flashed 9:21!
I was done,
Dreaming…
I was in ‘Years Later’!
I felt my nerves…
It does matter!
It caught my thoughts…
I just left my bed,
It felt like alert red!
I have to head,
Before it’s too late and,
I become a living dead!
Many things I have said!
Just plugged in the headphones,
And thought that, it’s the ‘God’s Plan’!

Goodbye!

Maybe, that letter would hurt you…
Maybe, my words would sadden you…
It might be a nightmare for you…
But, I love you…
We are just friends?
I never said…
Nor, she ever said!
Thanks again…
For everything!
The precious time,
Those club nights,
That high life,
And the love,
Which she doesn’t!
Let’s take the pains,
Of being a lover…
Let’s do the gains,
And drink drinks down the liver!
But I won’t cry,
And make it worse like hell, yeah!
I will write you like an angel in my life…!
I won’t make a wound to myself with that sharp knife!
You just keep your eyes straight and better drive…
I know, you are not believing all what I said is right!
I would say sorry for everything, if it hurt you even for a while!
So, let’s just say, ‘we won’t meet’ and better is a goodbye!
Let’s just say, ‘we won’t meet’ and better is a goodbye…
Goodbye!

To The Stars!

Way to high,
Way to far,
Just above my head,
I am loving you to the stars!

Deep in the eyes,
Near to your ear,
You smell mist,
Looking like the red sky clear!
Your finger slipped from my hand,
Catching you…
Your thoughts are amazing,
Dreaming you…
You’re in my heart,
Not in my mind!
Maybe, that’s from where…
One can be everywhere!

Way to high,
Way to far,
Just above my head,
I am loving you to the stars!