Exclusively For You!

Some more words,
That you have already heard,
In our sessions!
Like you are the queen of fashion…
I am a weird boy with beard,
With crazy lovely words!

We are so alike,
Yet, a lot different!
We share space,
The love in the end!
We know the things,
And we know the pains!
You won’t come with me,
And, I am drenching alone in the rains!
Still, I believe, we will meet again,
Because something is,
Exclusively For You!

We were on the same path,
But we aren’t yet along,
To get apart!
Wish for you all the day,
My love hasn’t reached, yet…
At your bay!

My ink has taken me profoundly in love!
But my eyes are barely open to search!
My heart still pumps the same…
But it sobs like bad rains!
And my head have all the pains!
Don’t know if I remember anything!
Other than you!
I wanted to give papers a proof…
That, there are many things which are,
Exclusively For You!

One Day!

I love you till the dawn,
From that heaven to the hell!
But,
You don’t have the same for me!
I am not, but I may look well!
Okay!
I am not!
So what!
No one is around!
I am not the only one who is specially found!
I am afraid,
I am losing hope for you,
The love for you…
and the me,
Again!
What if I forget you,
One day!
I won’t say anything,
I won’t bring,
Myself!
I want to sing,
Happier!
At last!

What if I don’t find you near…
One day?
I afraid, you’re fading!
And yes, I am losing again…
A big blow,
In this love show!
I am done with you, bro!
Many gifts for you are still here,
I don’t know what you think of me…
For some time, I don’t want to see,
Anyone!
Whom I am to see,
Is the me the only one,
These last ‘One Days’!

In the cave,
I am still in the rave!
Safe?
Brave?
Even if not,
I am still in the cave,
In the rave!
I will come out,
One day!
When I would say,
Something…
Other than this love!
Surely!
One Day!

You Gonna Hurt Me!

Just don’t!
Don’t you be so kind!
Stop being so sweet, everytime!
Don’t you come being so beautiful, day-by-day!
We’re fucking gonna apart,
In the month of May!
No, just don’t say anything!
You gonna hurt me,
Really hard!
What would I write?
What would I do?
Where will you be?
Where I’m gonna fuck my life?
Why would I just cry?
Why you would be missed like anything?
Hey…!
Please, stop!
I know, you cannot!
And,
You gonna hurt me!

Even If I Try!

Yes, I don’t know!
I don’t know how to deal with the things,
I don’t know!
I don’t know how to live such a life…
Even if I try!
No, I don’t know!
I don’t know how to cry!
I forgot how to!
Against the wall,
I am walking!
Is there anyone with whom I am talking?
I don’t know!
Even if I try!

I don’t know…
How to ignore you?
Tell me!
How to?
That damn smile,
Those deep eyes,
That damn beauty,
Your kind heart,
And all day long,
You’re around!
How to ignore you, tell me?
I won’t be able to!
Even if I try!

But I know,
That the worth of your love,
Is way too much!
Like a fairy world,
With thousand tales on your mouth,
And the peace you want!
But I don’t know…
Are we connected?
I don’t think so…
I don’t think much…
Actually, I do!
I don’t know!
Even if I try!

Make Me Yours!

Make Me Yours!
 
Tell me…
Can I be yours?
Make me yours!
Did you say, no!
“You can’t be!”
Why?
 
See!
I know…
I am boring and dry!
Even I don’t know why!
I am sensitive,
I am smart!
I may not be attractive,
I maybe crazy!
I may ink all day,
I might be sleeping under the sun’s ray!
I don’t pray!
I may look sick in all ways,
Sorry!
But I laugh always!
I may change myself,
But I don’t want this love to melt!
And lol, I don’t want your wealth!
Just make me yours!
 
There’s another world,
Other than this!
Above the sea,
Near to the sun and to the stars!
Where’s just two we’re…
And I don’t think so, one can reach this far!
I tell you in my dreams,
To come in real!
But each and every time,
You just smile…
And, you don’t come!
I don’t have much…
But I don’t dream such!
Hey, don’t believe in me?
Just read mine,
You will read yourself!
Don’t trust me?
Ask yourself!
Make me yours,
And…
Free yourself!
Just make me yours!
I am a soul which is absolutely pure!
You know that,
I guess…
Don’t think much…
And, make me yours!

Rest In Love!

Only god knows why it created me…
I mean, for the purpose I am here!
Red carpet, glamour, life…
I dream all the nights of such a kind!
I am weak,
At present…
Kinda scared…
About the future!
Hope to see myself at a skyscraper!
Hope to see myself in love,
With someone,
Who doesn’t,
Want Sunburn,
I am in Raymond’s,
Want to have ramen,
Standing at the Gate 1,
Waiting for the only one!

Running to earn,
Working to burn,
Saving today,
For today…
Rising high,
Gaining high!
Planning tomorrow,
Dreaming tomorrow.
Trying to make real,
Now, fleeing to get it…
“The Bestseller”, the headlines!
It maybe not you, chuck it, don’t mind!

But, all this time,
Love made me!
All this time,
Love changed me!
All this time,
Love loved me!
All this time,
For me,
This emotion was dove!
Just when I leave…
Greet me with red roses and say, ‘rest-in-love’!

Years Later!

An hour ago, I got up…
Formals on, hung the baggage!
Down the street, heading to the subway,
I caught the train!
And I didn’t realised, it rained!
I sat at the window side,
Heading towards Wall Street…
For all day long,
Where is nothing right and nothing wrong!
9 to 5, chasing my dreams at the job!
Life felt still tough, but still,
It felt like a soothing song!
Dollars in my pocket,
PlayStation plugged in the socket!
Pizza on my sofa,
And I am on the floor!
It smell weed,
As I closed the door!
Presentations to present,
Not with anyone, in recent…
Partying on Saturdays,
Tripping all week…
Achieving every moment…
Sleeping just for few hours!
Quite a 90 kilos, I am, now!
My beard is still young, but white now!
Long, dense hair, I wanted…
But with less, I settled!
It was quite hard to look 20, now!
I was 35, now…
I don’t know, when and how…?

But why it’s so hot?
I am in New York, right?
I’m sweating?
I rubbed my eyes…
I yawned!
I was in dark,
Realised, the fan not working…!
Woke up…
At night!
Phone flashed 9:21!
I was done,
Dreaming…
I was in ‘Years Later’!
I felt my nerves…
It does matter!
It caught my thoughts…
I just left my bed,
It felt like alert red!
I have to head,
Before it’s too late and,
I become a living dead!
Many things I have said!
Just plugged in the headphones,
And thought that, it’s the ‘God’s Plan’!

Goodbye!

Maybe, that letter would hurt you…
Maybe, my words would sadden you…
It might be a nightmare for you…
But, I love you…
We are just friends?
I never said…
Nor, she ever said!
Thanks again…
For everything!
The precious time,
Those club nights,
That high life,
And the love,
Which she doesn’t!
Let’s take the pains,
Of being a lover…
Let’s do the gains,
And drink drinks down the liver!
But I won’t cry,
And make it worse like hell, yeah!
I will write you like an angel in my life…!
I won’t make a wound to myself with that sharp knife!
You just keep your eyes straight and better drive…
I know, you are not believing all what I said is right!
I would say sorry for everything, if it hurt you even for a while!
So, let’s just say, ‘we won’t meet’ and better is a goodbye!
Let’s just say, ‘we won’t meet’ and better is a goodbye…
Goodbye!

To The Stars!

Way to high,
Way to far,
Just above my head,
I am loving you to the stars!

Deep in the eyes,
Near to your ear,
You smell mist,
Looking like the red sky clear!
Your finger slipped from my hand,
Catching you…
Your thoughts are amazing,
Dreaming you…
You’re in my heart,
Not in my mind!
Maybe, that’s from where…
One can be everywhere!

Way to high,
Way to far,
Just above my head,
I am loving you to the stars!

My Fairy Tale

I thought millions of times,
Everywhere and really, everywhere!
I lived like you are mine,
And felt you really near!
I think I am weird…
I imagine you, even if I am not in tears!
I don’t know what ‘love’ is!
But in simple words,
It was not before if this is…
I want to make the world for you,
Not a big castle,
Might be small, but would be real!
No matter what!
No matter when!
No matter where!
You just call me, I will be there!
All day long,
And Taylor’s songs!
With my fingers running through your hair…!
I don’t know when to say bye and to take care,
‘coz I don’t feel if you’re not there…
I swear,
The fragrance of your,
Takes me to you, and nowhere else!
This is my fairy tale,
Don’t know what to say…
Just said, what I had to.